About past few weeks, I'm busy with:
-handle Food Safety Exhibition & Talk 
- Personal problem
- Family problem
- Health problem
- Classes
- Assignment
- Replacement class
- Class representative duty
- 5 Test

Disebabkan kesibukan aku ni, baju aku hantar dobi je, tido mesti lepas pukul 2/3am punya, bill handphone sampai lebih limit, kesabaran aku tergugat, aku dah tak pandang kau baik dengan aku sebelum ni, lost my sense of merepek, dan banyak lagi kot..


I think, the last time I'm this strict with people is during part 5 diploma. 
And I think because of that "thing", it make me realize that I should treat everyone equally. 
I'm sick of being too nice.
 Because of my soft side, its kinda hard for me to show my true leadership skill. 
Bayangkan, masa aku bagi briefing, nada suara aku tegas, tiba-tiba, ada suara berkata-kata, 
"Tak payah lah garang-garang sangat.". 
I'm like...WTF! tak kan aku nak cakap lemah lembut dalam benda yang serious?

For me, the idea of being a leader is by not having a lemah lembut personality.
Believe me, I know it, 
I've been a school prefect and head prefect for 8 years during primary and secondary school.
(okey, aku tau statement aku agak poyo)
Others won't listen to you if you're not being strict. 
They will think that you're not being serious when you're not being strict.
This happen even in the all girl high school. 
Siapa nak dengar cakap kau kalau kau cakap macam main-main? cuba citer sikit.
And, I'm not talking about being too manly stereotype.

Doctor advise aku supaya jangan tension and be in too much pressure situation.
Well... heheh.. 
Last week, Tuesday and Wednesday, aku handle HACCP & HALAL Talk,
On Monday night, aku dah habaq time final briefing, BE PUNCTUAL!
But, at last, ramai jugak yang lepas 30 minit ceramah start barulah terhegeh-hegeh, tersengih-sengih, cover ayu and cantik kau masuk dalam dewan.
Macam ni lah perangai. Being too Melayu.

Pukul 12, ceramah tamat, penceramah pergi lunch dengan lecturer, 
Mula-mula, aku puji beberapa orang roomate and classmate yang datang awal,
Then, aku terus keluar suara lantang aku.
For me, the idea of being late is the idea of being disrespect.
Sila terasa dengan kata-kata yang aku sembur hari tu ya anda-anda yang terasa.
I'm right at the first moment I saw you, "Harap muka je lawa, tapi lambat."
By the time aku "tegur" batch aku tu, baru aku feel back the leadership sense aku.

 Leader synonym with guys, from what do i see, guys from my class?
I don't see it. Lagi bagus lelaki kelas sebelah, tak perlu arah, dah ada volunteer.
Baru mintak tolong susun kerusi dengan board, lari dulu.
Nak decide replacement kelas bila pun payah sungguh.
Then, you're claiming extra marks from lecturer and said that you're doing my work as a class representative.
(Attention, sila sedarkan diri anda) 

 Wahai anda yang bernama Muhammad Adam,aku tak kesah kau nak kutuk aku ke atau orang lain kutuk aku dari belakang.
Aku memang dah dari dulu sedar orang lain kutuk aku belakang, aku tak kesah sebab diaorang tu pengecut.

 I'll bring back my complete true leader personality.
I don't care what people said behind my back,
because it show how weak you are, 
when you think too much about what others think about you.
p/s: excited bila terima invitation keduri engagement kawan. XD